Previously married 14 yrs, talked into only to be cheated and left alone with my 2 babygirls, now 16 & 11. My current fiance of almost 7yrs, has no kids of his own, treats and has been helping raise my other 2 for the past 7 yrs. I know he wants a biological child, even told him i understood if he chose to leave, i could not fullfill that part for him. I pray so much it would happen. I knew better deep down like I was against Gods will, but I believed in my marriage, and for that, I walk with this sadness daily.