My name is Amaterasu and I have secondary infertility. My husband and I have a wonderful 4 year old son named Levi. We wanted to have children close in age so we started trying for number 2 just 1 year after our son was born. It has been 3 years and multiple miscarriages. It seems I'm grieving every month but we maintain our hope and positive spirits. We hope that through fertility treatments we will conceive our rainbow baby and be able to hold them in our arms. Our first child is a wonderful blessing and we are praying for one more.