I am Michaela. I am a mother to four children. I have two boys and two girls. I had a fifth child, a daughter. She was my tie-breaker. I had placenta accreta and had to have an emergency hysterectomy after a terrifying birth and postpartum hemorrhage. I lost her at 2 1/2 months to SIDS. I was devastated I lost my last child after losing my ability to conceive another child myself within 3 months. I am seeking IVF treatment, however I need help covering cost of transfer and surrogate as I cannot afford this alone and insurance does not cover it. I appreciate any and all help to give me a little boy to even out my family, and give me a chance to raise my final child. Thank you for reading this and in advance for any help.