Hi - I am Lacy, I have dreamed of being a mother since I was 25. Met my husband and immediately started trying. We have had 3 failed IUI’s and the worst luck with meds to assist. I have tried everything, with no luck. I have recently been placed on meds for anxiety and depression due to not being able to process the idea of never being a mother. It’s so heart breaking every month when my cycle comes. I am not ready to quit but I know I have to being to process the fact it might not ever happen. It’s been a rough 3 years for sure. But I still have a little hope that this is not how my live ends, without experiencing being a mother.