Hands on hands

Hey everyone my name is Princess Carter it's been about 9 years I been trying to have a baby I got the worse news that I had lupus a joint disease I was so devastating though it was the end for me me and the love of my life was trying everyime we could but still nothing then February 15th 2020 I seen the love of my life took his life mental health is real I thought it was over for me I was down didn't know what to do I put all my faith in my God Jehovah God it's almost been two years I been healing I'm better now ready to get out here and start a family ..Just asking for some help from u all if u can anything would help me stay bless