Hello I'm Racheal. All I have ever dreamt of is being a wife and mother. The last few years has been nothing but heartache after heartache. My father was taken from us in 2018 by someone's selfish act. I thought to myself this changes wanting to be a wife. Then in 2019 I reached even more bad news. I will never forget that call. I was at my mother's house when the Dr called. He said he needed to tell me about my findings. I was diagnosed with Endometrial Hyperplasia with Atypia / Endometrial Intraepithelial Neoplasia (EIN). With this diagnosis I would need to have a hysterectomy bc it was in the last stage before uterine cancer. I remember laying in the yard under a tree just crying. My mother tried to comfort me but that kind of news was life shattering and once again my life was changed at no fault of my own. Luckily I was able to keep my ovaries. But honestly at that point I thought becoming a mother was taken from me. I let this heartache eat away at me.
Fast forward to 3 years ago, I meet the most amazing man Alex. I just knew God had brought us together for a reason. He is a wonderful person with a wonderful family. A family that I become part of. Something I needed since I had lost both parents 2 year apart. He's mother mentioned it one time about us starting our own family. I had to break the news to his family that I'm not able to carry a child of my own but its something we both wanted. I thought about ending the relationship a few time because I couldn't give him a child of his own and it made me feel selfish. He always listen and comforted me. He never let me walk away because he loves me and knew God had something in store for us.
Recently we talked about still wanting a family of our own. We talked about getting my eggs frozen and finding a surrogate. I felt something I hadn't felt in a long time HOPE. Hope for something I've always have wanted and felt I would be great at, being a mother and having a family of my own.
Unfortunately I dont have health insurance because I'm a private caregiver (I love my job) and can't afford private insurance. Im actually enrolled to start a LPN program in May 2027. Alex has a good job but also has school debt that he is working on paying off. So financially there is a burden of the cost of everything.
Im 35yo and I know time is running out for me, for us, to have our dreams come true. I know i need to get my eggs retrieve as soon as possible. We just can't afford that at this time. Im someone that will always help others but rarely ask for help myself. But I would love to start this journey and truth is I do need help. I would appreciate any and all help we could get. Thank you for your time and any donations you may be able to afford.
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