Hello my name is Lady and today marks the 3rd ectopic pregnancy that I had which marks the 3rd time I will feel the pain of a loss alone again I've been trying to deal with it it's kind of hard if you never been there you'll never know I just want a child that I can love and give the love that I've never had it's kind of hard knowing that there's nothing wrong with your body but your tubes won't give in it's kind of hard not having nobody to actually love you and not being able to have a child that you know will love you forever nobody knows how I feel sometimes I don't even know how to feel but it hurts and I'm just looking for a little help I'm working on getting the IVF and with the help of some funds I would be able to Minnesota makes it so hard because of the pay rate and how much money you have to spend to make your life easier which I feel would be much easier if I had someone to love and someone to be around like everyone else around me does