I've been trying for over 10 years. I'm 32 years old and I'm about to be 33 in july. I know im no one special but I've only ever wanted to be a mother my whole life. I was abused and abandoned by my own mother and all I want is to show that even though I went through some terrible things I could be a good mom. Last year I finally got pregnant for the first time... I lost my baby I was only 2 months pregnant. My heart is still trying to heal. I'm trying to raise this money because even though I don't make much money I could give my child all the love and things he or she deserves in life.