Hi im Antoinette, I have 9 kids , 8 boys and 1 girl,, I had lost custody of all my children for something I did not do , by the grace of God I have 5 of my children back and plus my daughter I just had this year! My boys been gone from me for 7 years left me at a young age came back preteen except my 7 year old he was a baby when I lost custody, it's been a struggle off course we relearning each other and that it self takes time , dealing with the trauma with not being with each other all them years , they on meds , so yea you can see I have a lot on my hand with no help , I literally just had a baby i prayed to have my boys back and this day to come , the stories my kids told me, they went thru when they wasn't with me , broke my heart , but opened my eyes, and motivated me to pray harder!! how they got treated locked in a room outside the house all day everyday , mistreated like they wasn't nothing, didn't celebrate no holidays or  no birthdays and abuse and over dose on all type of  medications, they was kept away from me , from so called family,  that was really using my kids just for the benefits , and money , im just blessed God heard my prayers and gave me my babies back , im raising this money so I can put smiles on all they faces for the times I missed the birthdays the holidays,, they deserve it , im a single mom raising my boys , im unemployed and really just living off faith and God ! Im in a low income housing a 3 bedroom and im grateful for that, its the neighborhood im worried about , i want to raise my boys and daughter in a good safe environment, where they can go outside, and i dont have to worry about the Drama and bad stuff that happens in my community, I literally have the best kids ever , and strongest kids ever, you never know , they went through all they went through,  my oldest in prison, im trying to be there for him , and be strong at the same time , trying to keep my other boys frim going downbthe wrong path in life !! I just want to be the best mom i can be to my kids  and raised them to the best man and women, i already missed years out they life , its hard to find a job , all my kids are on meds and need me  24/7 of my time and attention. This money will help me  get me on my feet , to start in home business where I can still be at home with my  kids and be able to bless us with a better living situation and car to get to they doctors appointments it will be truly a blessing if you can donate anything to my family to help our dreams and prayers come true God bless