Hello, I'm Jenny . My husband Jack and I are desperately trying to grow our family. My husband has a complete spinal cord injury and IVF is our only way to have children. We thought our dream came true last year, but our sweet boy Jack William was born sleeping at 30 weeks. We just had another failed frozen embryo transfer and have exhausted all our fertility insurance. We have an empty nursery and a broken heart. I know a baby will never replace my son, but I can not fathom going through life without a living child. We are hoping for one more egg retrieval cycle. I am terrified that at 39 I will have to close the book on having a baby.