My son is 7, he has autism and is non verbal. His father passed away from brain cancer 2 years ago and it was just very hard. His father was diagnosed when I was pregnant and we experienced brain cancer violence. He was not well and was not a good environment for my son or myself let alone a second pregnancy. It was traumatic for my son, all of it sadly. My son only has me left in this world. I planned to have another child with a donor but in the last 2 years sadly I’ve experienced fertility issues. I am trying to give my son someone to love him and him to love in return in this world when I’m gone. Without me he will have no one and I live in so much fear and sadness for his future. I have a huge garden and raise our own organic food and keep us super healthy. I keep moving forward and I’m so thankful for each day. My son progresses so fast with his education and therapies, he’s a happy and sweet loving little boy. I wish I could give him so much more