Dear friend just wanted to share with you me and huberts journey and struggle with i.v.f, and the roller-coaster we have been on. 15 yrs a go I was blessed with baby boy from a past relationship" that is now becoming a man time flys but has brought me so much joy and ups and downs. As the years passed by I met a wonderfull man named hubert which we decided to move in together and got engaged right away, but from all that happiness he was never able to have children do to unfortunate circumstances from his past relationships. For the past 3 yrs we tried to have a baby but were never able to have that one positive pregnancy test, we went from different gyne doctors to another being told i had pcos "to seeing spiritual healers, taking meds from Mexico and Poland even doing the plastic diet from a documentary that i saw on Netflix which I have seen a small difference on my skin and bladder issues. So we finally decided to stop being scared and seek help from a inviafertility center close to home. turns out I have been perimenopausal for the past year or two causing my thyroid and fsh levels to be very high causing my egg quality to drop really fast and cause alot of my fertility issues. Per my doctor at the fertility center the only way can become parents is through i.v.f and a egg donar. we were very sad and discouraged to hear the news, especially working as a medical assistant at a catholic hospital my insurance will not cover any of the expenses, and my fiancé insurance only covers 5% of the expenses. We have faith that we will have our miracle baby but sometimes it feels like were stuck in a maze with no way out, hope and pray for us friend.