The missing piece to my heart

Hello my name is Nika I have been diagnosed with unexplained infertility. I have 2 live births and 2 miscarriages. My partner and I have been on this fertility journey for over 2 years now. To find we pregnant and then have to deal with a pregnancy loss is a heartache and it depressing. I had 5 failed iui’s. I can’t explain the heart break that I continue to suffer just knowing that I want to hold my rainbow baby in my arm and tell he/she how loved and how I prayed for you. My heart will not be complete till I’m able to carry my baby and have a successful healthy baby. I never thought I would have to go thru such a traumatic experience. Dear rainbow baby I loved you before I met you and I will continue to love you till I’m able to meet and hold you love always the mother that wanted you and can’t wait to meet you.