My name is Kayla in the past I was in an abusive relationship with an alcoholic/druggie that I was with for quite a few years, I have 3 children with him and made the mistake because I was very scared of him and what he would do I got my tubes tied after my 3rd child because I did not want anymore kids with him at the time I thought I was going to be stuck with him. My kids father and I finally separated and he has had nothing to do with to do with the 3 children we have together. I recently met this really great guy I have been with over a year so far and I've been really depressed and sad lately because both of us want a baby together really bad.