My name is Marian. I am 31 years old from North Carolina. I have always dreamed of having a child of my own. I see so many people my age with 2 and 3 kids already and im stuck wondering and asking God why me?! Why do i have to have pcos and not be able to conceive a beautiful miracle. I have always loved children. Will spend hours at a time just playing with a child in the floor. I went to school for early childhood education bc deep down i thought that would be the only way i could ever have any "babies" of my own. It hurts. Its heartbreaking. Knowing that without ivf help or medication you will never be able to have a child of your own. The prices are outrageous and why should a woman have to pay to be a mother? With the help of community and those who care it may be possible but it still feels so messed up. I ask God to please bless me and my handsome man with a child of our own. It's so depressing at times. I pray all women who are going through what i am, have the chance to experience motherhood. If you would like to help me on this journey, all proceeds will go toward the process of creating a MIRACLE!!!!!!